Hurm, entry skunk for
cer sal MANUSIA..!! pe mksd ak tuh erk? Hurm, ble msuk university kte un
jmpe cam2 gelagat n perangai manusia..ad yg gedik, yg poyo, yg sombong, yg
malu, yg peramah n cam2 g.. first2 ak tgk dyorg neh, ak dpt rse, 'hurm, yg neh xleh wat kwn..yg tuh bleh
ckit jer..'… siyes, cam2 org ak jmpe.. +times ak rse cdeyh sbb rse ALONE
sgt..ye r, xde kwn yg kamcing.. tp xpe, bru g neh.. ad hkmhnyer ak dpt sni..
bleh muhasabah diri..haha, mmg kne pon-MUHASABAH-…SABAH.. takdir..takdir..
Roommate ak, sorg Chinese-selangor..sorg Bajau+Bugis-tawau..sorg g xdftr2.. xde org kowt..ok r tuh..xyah rmai2..ahaha.. yg tawau
tuh lom knl sgt sbb dy stay dgn fmly g stu ari tp dy ambk sains perhutanan..yg Chinese neh, dy xpnh duk
hostel..dy dr stpm, dpt kos sains kimia industri.. ok r tuh, sme skul(fakulti)
dgn ak.. tp cian dy, first time terpisah dgn fmly, dh r dua beradik jer.. agk
terkial2 dlm kemas brg..cewah, pndgn dr seniOr yg dh lme stay hOstel.. but bg
ak, of course dy un survive.. STUDY NEED SACRIFICE..YUP ^_^
Errm, bg ak, byk student2 at sni rmai yg ak xleh wat
kwn..sbb pe ak ckp cam tuh? Sbb ak leh nmpk n rse niat dyorg agk terpesong ckit
dr niat nk study..hehe..cm taw2 jer.. ye r, ak byk bce buku r.. kre ak leh agk
dyorg2 neh jns cmne.. ad yg cun, ad yg cm ustazah, yg cm2 r.. ak rse cuak,
tkut, excited n aarrggh… mixture feeling r.. sbb pe yg ak bce slame neh, kian
msuk dlm idOp ak n ak un rse cmne yg
seniOr2 rse… berdebO kate org
perAk..haha..
At university, ak dh tetap un target..first of all, kne plih
kwn yg btul2 ‘KAWAN’!!..apsal ak gne
capital letter? Sbb kwn ckit sbyk main un peranan ptg dlm idOp kte.. ak xnk sbb
kwn ak hanyut, lalai dr study ak.. n wat cm2 pkre yg xberfaedah.. ak nk ‘KAWAN’
yg cm at mtrx..sggp bantu dlm ssh.. sggp
ssh sme2..sgt serOnok..eh, bkn seronok ssh un kwn r tp serOnOk sbb kte ad kwn dlm harungi liku2
kehidupan..
Insyaallah, Allah akn membalas balik kebaikan dyorg n ak pulak un
tlong dyorg blek.. sme2 ssh n sng… tp bg ak yg penting, tlong tuh kne r ikhlas
sbb ad gak manusia yg HIPOKRIT dlm
berkwn.. experience mengajar erti kedewasaan.. kdg2 org tuh un tikam belakang
kte dlm stu2 situasi.. kak long ak said,’
if nk taw yg dy ‘KAWAN’ kte or x, ble kte gadUh(of course un cri kwn len)..dy
un cerita buruk sal kte or x)..if dy bkak cer bruk2, CONFIRM dy bkn sorg ‘KAWAN’
yg deserve utk ditauliah un sbg ‘KAWAN’..dy
adalah PENGKHIANAT DURJANA.. keras un kata2 ak tuh? Mmg r sbb bg ak, ‘KAWAN’ brings a lot of meaning in my
life..=,=
Korg2 yg bce neh, ak hope korg xslh r pilih kwn..t korg un
menyesal sbb mne leh patah blek if kte dh lakukan sesuatu..mse pon xleh
diundur.. think rasiOnal aw ^_^.. hanya dgn INSAF jer org leh wat.. k r,
smpi sni jer ak nk cer..t ble ak free, ak update…hehe..
p/s: sjer cer sbb slh stu medium tmpt ak KONGSI experience..
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